"YOU BASTARDS! YOU VICIOUS, HEATLESS BASTARDS!"
Jan. 19th, 2007
Dec. 28th, 2006
09:34 pm - Just to let everyone know...
I have moved to http://quantum_sleep.livejournal.co
please feel free to add me there.
This journal will be deleted at some point.
Nov. 27th, 2006
After much consideration, and the realisation that i hardly do anything on the internet yet spend so long on it, i will be cutting down on my usage and thus cutting all ties with certain websites I use.
This will be the first to go. After neglecting it for so long and then not finishing it all up because i see it as some kind of weird friend that although i don't actually like, can't bring myself to stop contact with it full stop.
Then i realised it was just a fucking website. I have also completely cut the usage of forums (but not myspace - the internet version of crack).
After joining a library and what with my script project, i have enough to read and write without adding this to the list.
I spent a long time lying to myself that people actually read what I was writing, and perhaps i've just finally grown up that little bit more, but who knows.
It certainly feels like I've recently turned a corner of my life, and maybe it's time to cut ties with people I only communicated through here and get on with concentrating on myself.
So to anyone who thinks the above sentence may apply to them, i say no bad feelings, and it's nice knowing you. However, it's highly unlikely that i'll be wanting to speak to you again.
It could be just simply that i have nothing of use to say to any of these people, thus rendering myself not worthy of their time and them not worthy of my time.
To all those people who have other means of contacting me, you know who you are, speak to you soon.
06:42 pm - Mong
Song Simon has finally gone too far this time. I'm literally too distraught to elaborate further than that.
The horrible horrible image i saw is going to be etched into my brain forever. I am at least mentally scarred for life. I am serious.
Nov. 22nd, 2006
EDIT: I'm html retarded so i'll just put people's names next to what they got right.
Step 1:Put your iTunes/MP3 player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) of the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: NO CHEATING
here we go once again motherfuckers.
1 - "You know the day destroys the night"
2 - "Speed leaving without warning"
3 - "In the darkness of the night, in the shadows of the dawn, it's turning black no looking back the sands of time are sown." (whalefish - dragonforce)
4 - "Tossed into my mind, stirring the calm"
5 - "so you've been to school for a year or two and you known you've seen it all"
6 - "I bet you they were queer!"
7 - "He's got festing black lungs, made of close splintered shards"
8 - "I want your soul" (piss easy!)(whalefish - aphex twin)
9 - "Sitting in this cell yet for something i didn't do"
10 - "yeah safe man, ok, just calling to make sure you got back in"
11 - "police and thieves in the street" (if you dont get this you're thick)(whalefish - junior murvin)
12 - "up to the top 5 seconds here we go..." (whalefish - audiowhore)
13 - "a girl consumed by fire"
14 - "Oh you should see her now, We still love her now"
15 - "OOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!" (whalefish - dizzee rascal)
16 - "too black, too strong"
17 - "to ressurect ourselves we disembowel our saints"
18 - "I picture things a certain way then go back to it another day"
19 - "i kick it root down, i put my root down" (sigh!)
20 - "You take my life i'll take yours too"
finally got round to joining the library yesterday, noticing that their cd collection is pretty well up to date. i hired sway, the streets and bonnie prince billy. i always wanted to hear the new streets one, but being only on dial up i can't download it and after hearing all the shit reviews i didn't want to buy it.
those reviews were absolutely correct, it's rubbish. there were like 2 decentish songs on it, the other stuff is throwaway shite.
but still, the sway and bonnie prince billy one's are pretty good. gonna copy them later today. erm, i mean, play them some more.
that's after my interview at half 12 and after i've found a dozen books that i've always wanted to read from the library too.
Nov. 21st, 2006
shall i go see thisgirl on thursday at the boileroom for £6? considering i'm quite poor and i didn't like their last album much at all?
Nov. 20th, 2006
03:51 pm - Nothing to do but frown...
Excuse the gay quoting in the title, but i'm just feeling like that today. I feel pretty much like i've annoyed most of my friends with my incessant grumblings about still being jobless. Admittedly it's still only been 3 weeks, but it's still the longest i've been between jobs.
Then i realise that all my friends have (shock horror) jobs to attend, so it's no wonder i sit around/go to the job centre on weekdays wondering why nobodies speaking to me.
Am currently considering having a few work trials (if only to relieve the boredom a bit), which could result in a permanent job offer being made at the end of the trial. No harm in trying anyway, and tommorow i shall visit the job centre again to tell them this (they don't seem to mention schemes like this much to people like me which is just weird).
I guess what annoys me the most about being unemployed is there's this certain stigma attached to being on job seekers allowance, and i've had more than my fill of being called 'dole scum'. Even if those people are joking, it still annoys me because i am actively out looking for work. 5 days a week most of the time.
It seem's to me like i'm stuck in job seekers limbo, too experienced to take on just as an assistant (i can see through their shitty excuses like cling-film), not quite experienced enough for a managing position (there seems to be a mysterious lack of assistant manager roles around here), and 0 experience in an office so i'm not so much as sniffed at.
I've so far had a total of 2 interviews, one of which i screwed up completely, and the other one only last friday so i'm admittedly being a little impatient with waiting to hear back from them.
I just actually dislike being unemployed, it's the boredom that get's me. ok so i've had a few shitty jobs but it at least fills the day. All i do nowadays is job hunt and fill all my spare time either moaning at people or watching rubbish.
The fact that it's a monday and gloomy doesn't exactly help my mood either.
Nov. 13th, 2006
There's something weirdly comforting about watching wrong educational kids programmes while you're horribly ill. this morning i watched something about a bear who's bear mum follows him around filming him learning about cooking etc. wrong wrong wrong.
Nov. 10th, 2006
Anyone else see The Oddie on nevermind the buzzcocks last night? he absolutely owned the show, even managing to upstage bill bailey. what a legend.
I'm feeling a little better about the whole job thing, have a couple of office interviews coming up, so hopefully i'll get something. i screwed up the royal mail interview, they told me there wasn't many spaces left available so i stupidly adopted a couldn't care less attitude.
I have very little to say, i haven't been doing all that much this week. I hope everyone else is alright?
here's a question...
what is your all time favourite tune and why?
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